if leaving a person u love deeply,
someone tat u can even give up ur entire life for,
will do good for him,
would u...?
if u ever have to break ur own heart,
shatter it into pieces,
just for the sake of ur beloved one,
just for him to live a better life,
would u...?
i always thought i could, as long as its better for him,
but when it really happens, i realise i couldnt...
my mind says yes,
but my heart forcefully rejects the idea,
its like a debate inside me..
heart: no freaking way!
mind: but tats best for him...
here i would just like to say..
to me, he is the best guy i ever met,
how did i get tat result for my o lvl?
he,
forsaken his own study time,
just to revise and went through EVERY SINGLE TOPIC
IN EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT TAT HE AND I TOOK
EVERY SUBJECT TOPIC,
BIO, CHEM, HIST, A MATHS, E MATHS,
EVERY ONE.
to everyone,
he may look like a guy tat bullies me,
but in actual fact,
he is the one tat helped me the most,
be it for school, work, everything..
i regret,
for making myself fall in love wit him,
and for him to be in love wit me too...
for being wit me,
he has sacrifice too many things,
he has.. lost too many...
but i just.. cant lose him..
for i just love him too much...
if i can reverse time,i would rather it be just me,secretly,in love wit him.....